Things People Have Told me Over the Years

They say:

I'm "bitch" because I'm out spoken.

I'm not a "team" player because I'm independent. 

I'm "shy" because I don't jump in bed with every guy that speaks to me.

I'm "judgmental" because I honor my moral values.

I'm "controlling" because I know how to be a leader when no one steps up.

I have "issues" because I will never bow down to you.

I'm "intimidating" because I am a strong independent woman and you will never knock me down no matter how hard you try. 

College Freshman Yr

So I'm going to try to summarize my  year into one post:
When I first got there the year started off pretty amazing I hung out with friends, had game nights, and got along pretty well with my roommate, heck I even rushed for a seemingly perfect sorority. However as second semester came around things took a turn for the worst my friends and I were fighting, I hated my roommate, and I ultimately was cut from the new member process. The only good thing that came from this year was the alcohol. Without  it I probably wouldn't be here right now. But I still have the obstacle of bettering my relationship with my friends you see we rushed together and the whole situation during the end was pretty fucked up. Despite the obvious injustice this person continued to keep quiet I mean who hell does that. If you witnessed these people treat your so called best friend like crap would you sit there and do nothing would you even still associate with these people? I think that out of everything that was the worse and the sad part is she still doesn't get it. You see I'm the type of person who values loyalty and once you lose that you also lose my respect and ultimately you are reduced to nothing and are disposable to me. However, this situation is unique to me because I've been friends with her for so long, but the meaning of that word has definitely changed.
-What would you do in this situation post your response under comments

Until next time,

~L~

Things I Hate

I hate....

1. When people say sex is just sex

2. People who act like they're better than everyone else um you're not God 

3. People who don't believe in any religion, but say they don't want to go to Hell in order to believe in one you have to believe in the other

4. People who change themselves to please others if they are truly your friends then they wouldn't want you to change

5. People who can never take responsibility for their actions you messed up admit and move on

6. People who are constantly wanting sympathy quit your bitching and do something with your life because you know what everyone has their problems

7. People who settle, life is about exploring and experiencing the unexpected don't be contempt 

8. People who say nothing if you witness an unjust situation the worst possible thing you can ever do is doing nothing and because of that you lose all my respect

9. People who are hypocrites don't preach to me what you don't practice

10. People who act like the victim I will never take you seriously

11. People who never meet their full potential what the hell are you doing 

12. People who are two-faced be real if you don't like someone just say it and move on life will be a lot easier

13. People who live with regret you will never be happy in life if you continue to focus on the past

14. People who wish although I'm always for wishful thinking I hate people who do just that wishful thinking how about you go out there and do something with your life rather than sit around and wait for something to happen

15. People who get upset when people don't like them get over it not everyone in the world is going to like you, but its life

16. People who just sit around and complain OMG shut up you sitting around complianing all day is not going to fix anything

17. People who are ignorant

18. People who hide behind their race, religion, economic standing, political party, and etc. 

19. People who are just mean

20. People who tell you what's best for you um last I checked you weren't me so don't tell me what is best

21. People who are spoiled the world doesn't cater to you

22. People who act like their children's friend, unless your child pays the bills then you don't have to be their friend

23. People who talk badly to their parents one day they aren't going to be here anymore and all you will remember are the times you disrespected them they gave you life and thats all they had to do everything was not a requirement

24. People who act like the world owes them the world doesn't owe you anything

25. People who are shelfish 

26. People who make everything about them not everything is about you

27. People who tell you how discipline your children I'll admit that I'm not afraid to whoop a child's ass if that's what it takes who are you to tell me what I can and cannot do

28. People who don't stick up for their friends yeah some friend you are

29. People who settle for a guy because they fear no one else will be interested

30. People who play games keep playing your games because one day you will have no one to play with 

31. People who are overly sensitive I'm not emotionless you're just a cry baby

32. People who tell their parents what to do last I checked you were the child 

College Life

Sorry its been a while since I have posted something, I am going to try and post weekly. Well a lot has gone on since I have last been on here. First off I am now a Freshmen at N**, I quit my job at Glendale =), and joined a sorority. My roommate is too funny and I went to my first official college party last night and I am about to do the same tonight =p. Hopefully no pictures of me will be on facebook lol. This like all I can say for now. Until then see you next time.
~L

Picture of the Week- Pic 3

Home Coming 2009

Paper Town Diary- Entry 9

So these last few days have been extremely hectic. You see in order to graduate from WHS you have to write a senior paper on a controversial issue or whatever so I have been doing nonstop research for the past few days. Work is getting better especially when July is not there. Haha speaking of which we've havn't seen him for a while. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I wonder what happened to him, but now Im over it lol. I hope I get my license soon I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE DRIVING ME AROUND.  And im pretty sure they're tired of it too. Well my life is pretty uneventful so to that I say Au du I think I spelt and said that right lol. Until next time.
                                                                                                                  ~L~

Paper Town Diary- Entry 8

Sorry I havn't been blogging these last couple of days I have been way too busy. So today I am getting my haircut and dyed I AM SO EXCITED lol. Work has been gradually getting better. Hmmmm. I really don't have that much to say lol I can't think right now. Wait now I remember so last Thursday was probably the worst day ever. Well it started off great, but then this stupid byotch from the library had to ruin everything. Here's how it all started... I go in there and notice a long line at the register and one of the TAs was really busy so I ask a different one to help me find a book (she's not even doing anything and is just sitting there talking to her friends) she's like "Do you see that line right there?" And I'm like yeah thats why I'm over here. Then she's like "Well go stand in it." I'm like you can't get up for 2 seconds and help me find something really? She's like "well go look on the computer." I'm like "I would, but they're all full." She's like "well go stand in line"  (please take note that I have a serious anger problem and by this put I am boiling) So I just leave and think that this ugo is not worth my time so I go stand in line. While I'm in line I hear her say to her friends do I look like a computer and to that I reply "obviously not because a computer is way smarter than you and actually contributes something to society you effing byotch!" Oh and by the way it only took the other TA like 5 seconds to find the book I was looking for. Until next time.
                                                                                                      ~L~

The Picture of the week- Pic 2

I took this pic of my friend by the wash at her house.

Papertown- Entry 7

Hmmmm so today was pretty much a slow day. I woke up late, got dressed, and went to school. I thought about skipping fourth hour, but decided against it. I had lunch today with D at Mcdonalds and saw something intresting. First off I wold like to ask this; Why the f*** would anyone eat 50 chicken nuggets? I mean a normal person can eat  maybe12, but 50 I get that its probably meant to share,but still really.Then once school was over I walked home and realized how beautiful it is outside and how much I was missing staying inside. It looked like a scene for a commercial I mean there were families playing at the park, people fishing in the man-made lake, people riding bikes, dogs chasing eachother happily, it was really peaceful. This journey home actually made me realize how much I am going to miss my papertown when I leave for college. Until next time.
~L~

Paper Town- Entry 6

So the last few days have been kind of hetic. For starters we got a new guy at work he's really cool and I love his sarcasm. For a second though I was worried because he was a friend of July's or whatever and I thought "Great another arrogant jackass" but he is the opposite. I miss L though and I hope she gets better. Anyways it sucks working during the week because A was in town(my step dads mom) and I didn't even have a chance to say hi or anything because I'm either at work or school. So I feel really bad, but I guess thats life. And to make matters worse I'm like stuck with this physco bible thumper for an english teacher and she's like gay rights are too controversial of a subject for your senior paper. Ummm the last I checked this was America and our own motto is "liberty and justice for all" I hate when people are hypicrits. And since when is it controversial to give people rights. Seriously like WTF I can't stand when people are like "Dude America is so awesome we're way better than the rest of the world" haha thats funny because compared to most first world countries America is falling behind in pretty much everything. Second world here we come L.O.L.!!! Well thats pretty much it for now. Until next time.
~L~